Out of my window,thedarknessgave measignal:ifyouarehabitted in thedarknessof heart,youwouldbedissappiontedfor ever.sometimes,I want to find thewayofmaking meinthe positive attitudeto thelife,butalways arebeatedby my experienceswhich cuttedofftherobeattachedto the sunshine.but,the frustrated happenningisnot thedomination which convertsmygood intentiontothedevil,the domination ismythoughtswhicharesometimesnotsuperficial,but profound,gives methe light andwarmtolivesimplyandhappily. What kindofthoughtswouldreleasemypressureandgivesmetheability to surviveinthechillyand choppyreality which would distort theheart fragileto the fragmentarycondition,ormaketheheartwisom stronggetthemeaningoflife,which would push me totheheavenwithlots ofbeautyandfull .Iwouldsay that mythoughtsisrelatedtothethoughtsthemselves,ifyoucan change thethoughtsquicklyandcorrectedly,youwouldbeonthe right trace to pusuretheobjectsyouwant;if you arestubbornenough,youwould beeasilydefeatedbythe fate whichurgently needthewisdom lighttocovertheblackinthemindset full of goodand evil. WhenIwas a child,Ido notknowwhatisright orwhatiswrong,andhave no faith which wouldcomfortmysoultogivemealightwould directmyroad to thetranquillizedhome.Mypressureisfrommyfamilywheremy fatherisnot areasonable personandhad no ideasonhowtocultivatemyindividual personalityand mycharacter ,sointhelongtime ,Ifelt thelife ofmineisinhell,even if I have foodtoeat,have clothto wear,but myheartwas indeep frustrationand had much hatreinthebottom ofmyheart , shaping my thoughts that the lifehad not powerto lift mefrom themiserableconditions.afterlonglong time,the climate hasbeen changedtomore warm,therivershavebeen changed to morepolluted ,the heartsofmany people havebeen changedbydesireformoneytobevicious,my god has given methe enlightthatifyoucan comprehend thelove ,thetruth,youcan have sheft below thesunshinewhich would fillyouandwarmyou,soitismyfortunation,I canget the hints from god, givingmethe truth which fattened my twistedraods in the mist,andIcan smile happilyandnever befrustratedagain. EvenifI explain the understanding oflove andtruth again andagain,lots ofpeople still had lofofquestiononmycomprehensionaboutthethoughtsas same asmypast.in mypast,Iwaspuzzled intensifiedly onsome meaningful words.some people said to methe wordswisdom,butitis likeafoolwho can notdistinguish whatisright or wrong,Iam delayedtounderstandthetruth ,which stumbledmy existenceandmademe falltohell.but thedarkness isnot alwayshavingnolight,maybe my god haspity on me,one day I foundthoughtscan change myaction,my attitudetothelife Iconfronted that isintheembarrassedcondition.afterIhavebeenchangedto the peace lifebythefresh way ofthinking,Ican in confidencemakea conclusionthatpleasebelievinginthe god’ssoul thattell youwhatis yours,whatisthemostwonderfulthinginthisworld worthypusuring .youshouldlove,shoulddentthesuffering you have got,and smilinginthedarkness.[责任编辑：男人树] 赞 (散文编辑：江南风)
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